Massive weight Popularized energy Of negative Bound and carried A sac of guilty sand Gritty Seeping Through a large tear Called freedom Lacking in grace Or good timing Measured by the success Ease of others Shallow despair In a deep pond Of muck and tears Numbing paralysis No diagnosis If there is no meds Please Please A voyage is less heavy The groceries weigh less Pick a bone So I can spew with fury To you To them Whoever Mounds And mounds It winds The last gleam Of something Like light Frying me The vampire of D Deceit Denial Depression Death would be too easy If joy can last I wouldnt want it It comes Short visits A beautiful version Of human kind Angels Even in atheist skin Growing wild Again Childlike Again Even happiness Joy Unexpected surprise So tiny I cant pick it up I cant see it Till it is gone Life is this Bits of joy Crumbs of happy times We discard too fast Too quickly Before we know It exists To think we are not what we are Who do we harm But ourselves Who judges But our own Beliefs If we fail Who is to say This is our own truth At an arms length Shot up the ass of ignorance Covered in ashes Of monotony and desire Seconds of revelation The very second That keeps us alive
