Always in my heart

As I sit here asking why God has taken you away,
I often wonder if I have any reason left to stay.
But as I sit here and think, 
I can actually see their hearts sink.
I see your mother every day,
and often watch her kneel and pray.
Your carnal had a kid today,
And as for carnalito, he can't stand the pain, gets high every day.
Drugs are meant to make you feel good,
but it didn't work out like it should.
As of May 15th you were no longer here, 
Drugs are now the biggest thing that I fear.
Sometimes I see the vato that took your life, 
It happened again yesterday, and your carnal went after him with a 
knife.
Life doesn't always work out like it should,
But the world isn't perfect or maybe it would.
You proved to your homies that you were down,
But yet at your funeral only three had shown.
As the rainbows and clouds reappear somedays,
I will always remember your good humored ways.
I hope you realize the way that I feel,
Because this nightmare is all too real.
As I write these last words in your memory to part,
I want you to know that no matter where you are...
You will always be in my heart.

In Loving Memory
of
Patrick "Mr. Sparky" Martinez
1973-1997 


MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT
~*~LaSM1L3Y~*~